Thank you all for bearing with me through my impatient rantings last week! I am happy to announce that the bound-up energy of the New Moon was thoroughly released with the re-appearance of the Waxing Moon, and my blocked impatience dissolved into blissful productivity. Woohoo!
What I’m creating is still a sheeecret, mainly because I’m not sure yet which shape it’ll take in the end. Basically, I want to offer a kind of all-inclusive super intense Coaching package that’ll manifest miracles – measurable ones – and is affordable. Not an easy task, I know, but then easy would be boring, right?
The greater context of this is a rather major discovery I’ve made. You see, when I grew up I felt like my life was charmed. It wasn’t all smooth sailing, far from it, but generally, overall, life seemed to have this golden glow around it like some beautiful pictures of sunsets do. In fact, when I thought of how to describe it to you, I remembered the movie “Under The Tuscan Sun” (see the picture in the title!).
I woke up every morning with a tingly feeling of anticipation. Monday was my favourite day, it held the infinite possibilities of an entire week ahead. I was happy, and I was sad, but I could make sense of things and forgive myself for my mistakes.
This went on right to the end of my 20s. And then things happened, graver things that I could not easily forgive myself for. I married a totally unsuitable man and was divorced within the year. Looking back, I am staggered at my lack of judgment. I disappointed my family, especially my parents who could ill afford it and yet gave me a lovely wedding. I broke my word – I’d made a vow, and I do not take these things lightly (nobody who works magic, can afford to). And then I started out in my own business. I’ve told you about my failing before, but have I mentioned my success? I made 3000-4500 Euro a month after only a year and a half, I was in a leadership position in my Network Marketing company, faster than almost everyone else. And then I sabotaged my own success with that year-long depression and lost everything.
You know the rest, and the hardship of the last eight years. These are things that aren’t easily brushed aside. They linger. Their impact lingers even longer. My deep, inner knowledge that I was ok, was shaken, and the days lost their golden glow. It took me a long time – until this year, in fact – to find my way back. To fully realise, again, that I am whole and complete and don’t need to be perfect to be so. All these things that I have known intellectually for a long time, and have finally managed to connect with my innermost self once again. For so long, there was this barrier between the understanding and the feeling. Now the barrier is down.
Sometimes it still feels like it’s there, but I know now that it’s just a phantom and a memory. My life has a magical glow again, I love every day. And this knowledge, the way back to bliss, is so precious that I decided to share it. It’s a challenge to do so because while the general direction is the same, the way, the path, is individual. This means that I can’t just put together a “one size fits all” program of my own path and expect everyone else to be successful with it.
No, there are no shortcuts and so my program will be very work-intense. It’ll create real-world results and while doing so it’ll put the glow back into people’s days. The real-world results are the path I mentioned, and it will be as individual to each person as that person’s life is. For some, it’ll be money, business success, for others personal growth, overcoming fear, gaining confidence, finding one’s dream – whatever it is, it’s achievable. I know. And I will coach people to get there.
So that’s what I’m working on! You’ve probably realised by now that it’s a major project. I don’t mind: like I said, I’m bursting with energy. And of course I’ll keep you up to date on my progress.
In the meantime, happy Spring Equinox! Enjoy the balance of Night and Day tomorrow (it’s on the 20th this year). And if you’d like to catch this year’s Spring Equinox newsletter, go and sign up now – you are just in time.